Writer's Block: It’s the end of the world

[know_how_u_feel]

[Error: unknown template qotd] I'd have sex then charter a private jet so I could go to St. Louis and say goodbye to my family.

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[know-how-u-feel.livejournal.com]

Has she been to a hospital?

[onthe-threshold.livejournal.com]

Of course not. I hired doctors.

My ex tortured her for a good twelve hours.

[know-how-u-feel.livejournal.com]

Your ex tortured her? Jesus, who do you hang out with?

[onthe-threshold.livejournal.com]

My ex was our old boss.

[know-how-u-feel.livejournal.com]

What the fuck is up with guys dating their bosses? It never ends well. Ever.

[onthe-threshold.livejournal.com]

It wasn't really dating, and it wasn't my idea.

[know-how-u-feel.livejournal.com]

...Oh. Wow. I'm sorry.

[onthe-threshold.livejournal.com]

It's fine. I'm not saying it was all horrible, either.

I'm sorry, I have a stupidly complicated life.

[know-how-u-feel.livejournal.com]

It was against your will but some of it was enjoyable. It's not that complicated.

[onthe-threshold.livejournal.com]

I enjoyed being with her, for the most part. She was a beautiful woman.

I'm not trying to make you think differently of me. But. I had reasons for what I did to her. That's all.

[know-how-u-feel.livejournal.com]

She was the one you ripped apart?

[onthe-threshold.livejournal.com]

Yes.

[know-how-u-feel.livejournal.com]

You still scare me...

...but I get it.

[onthe-threshold.livejournal.com]

I'm used to that.

[know-how-u-feel.livejournal.com]

What do about Will? I mean he doesn't know. Is this a secret? Did you do that intentionally?

[onthe-threshold.livejournal.com]

I've never told him much directly, no. It's not a secret, though. I am what I am.

[know-how-u-feel.livejournal.com]

Okay.

[onthe-threshold.livejournal.com]

He is a nice normal guy.

[know-how-u-feel.livejournal.com]

Does he know what you can do?

[onthe-threshold.livejournal.com]

I'm not certain it's ever come up, actually. We usually discuss relationships.

[know-how-u-feel.livejournal.com]

I haven't told him about me yet either. I don't know if I'm going to. I mean there's no point really.

[onthe-threshold.livejournal.com]

What do you mean? Are you ashamed?

[know-how-u-feel.livejournal.com]

I have nothing to be ashamed of. I'm healthier, smarter, and more naturally gifted than "normal" people. *Not to mention more egotistical although that could be the ego of a future surgeon talking.* I just don't see the need in complicating things. It would be different if we were in a relationship.

[onthe-threshold.livejournal.com]

Fair enough.

I'm glad you know your worth.

[know-how-u-feel.livejournal.com]

Don't you? Or was that beat out of you too?